Time Flys By

I havnt blogged in such a long time,  I dont really know why.

The internet has just lost somthing, I'm not really only on all my websites anymore.

friends, guitar, and school seem to over power the online fun.

Now, I'm sitting in my office and listening to this band called "the Script" they're really good.  Sound a bit like The Police.

Thanks to Aeden for introducing me.

I'll try to start blogging again

"Before the worst, before we met, before our hearts decided its time to love again"

-The Script

Keep It A Secret

Best Friends

For about a week, I was losing my best friends.  There wasnt really anyone to blame for that either, it just seemed that events took place and the outcome wasnt exactly favorable.

Now, stiches must be resewn and then, everything will be able to return to peace.

I guess I never realized how much these people mean to me, I mean, dont get me wrong, I knew they were important, but I didnt know they could cause tears for a fear of losing them.

New Friends

I am a social butterfly, and new friends come easliy.  I've made a couple of new friends recently.  One, means the world to me.  But, I'm happy these people are becomming friends, I never thought I'd like them, but fact of the matter, I like them a lot.

To Sum It Up

My friends mean the world to me, and I'm not sure they realize it.  So, I say now, I love all of you, and I wouldnt be the person who I am today hadnt you stepped into my life.

"Without you, there'd be no sun in my sky, there would be no love in my life, there'd be no world left of me."

- Leann Rimes 

A Closed Book

I havn't always been a closed person.

I used to be able to tell anyone anything.

However, events took place, I got hurt, and lost trust.

There isn't a soul in this world whom I can honestly say "I trust you, and I am willing to open myself fully to you and let you get into my mind" because I hide myself. Because every time I try to open myself to someone they seem to screw me over.  I guess its just bad luck.  But, I wonder how things could be if I tried to be open, if I tried to trust someone the way I used to.  It will take a while, so whom ever it is will need to have patience.

On another note, there is a person who knows me more than I know myself, and thats my mother.

and that scares the hell out of me.

"You may be deceived if you trust too much, but you will live in torment if you do not trust enough"

-Frank Crane

Long Silence

it's been a long time since I've last blogged.
I've been super busy with social and school life.

I wish I could catch everyone up with the events that have taken place.
But I'm not sure if I even remember the events that've taken place.

I know for sure there was 1. Chorus Line (amazing)
2. Saints and Sinners Tour (chilled with Hollywood Undead in their bus)
3. Memory Walk down Hollywood Beach (FRAT BOYS) haha
4. Ciera's house (where I am now, awaiting her awakening)
So, basically life's pretty chill. I'm waiting for somthing good to happen.
Hopefully it will.

“May the love hidden deep inside your heart find the love waiting in your dreams. May the laughter that you find in your tomorrow wipe away the pain you find in your yesterdays.”
-Unknown